I have been actively dating now for a year and seem no closer to finding that one special person to spend the rest of my life with then when I started. I suspect I know more about myself and about what I'm looking for...hmmm. I am farther along than I was when I started aren't I. LOL.
This is what I'm seeking and hope to find with that special person. I want to wear your sweatshirt to bed so I can have that emotional connect all night, the sense of smell is so closely linked to our emotions. I want to watch scary movies
with you, not because I like them but because I want to laugh and have you be my protector even in silly things and times like this. I want to talk on the phone until sunrise because a minute away from you is just too long. I want to sneak out at night to look at the
stars with you because I never want to lose the innocence of youth and joy of sharing the world together. I want to play your favorite video game if you have one, or learn to play darts just because you like it and I want to share in your life's little pleasures. I want to make you watch chic flicks because I love the romance and want it alive for always and always between us. I want to kiss
you in the rain because I love the rain; feeling it fall on my face and splashing in puddles. I want to go on walks with you along the beach, up mountains trails, along the sidewalks in Paris, and make memories that we will cherish for the rest of our days. I want to laugh until I can’t breathe just because. I want to hold hands and kiss in public because I want everyone in the world to know how wonderful it is to be in love with you. So, this is it, I want to fall hopelessly in love with you .... the problem is I just can't find you, or maybe your aren't ready yet. I wish I knew the answer.
I know LORD Jesus you have all the answers and it is all in your time. I trust you have things under control. I'm lonely. Remember you gave Eve to Adam to be a helpmate.... please remember LORD, I'm no different. I ask you to move and help me find that special one that you would have for me. I want no one else. I am trusting you with my petition, the prayer deep within my heart.
Yours,
Elizabeth Antonnette
